Je ne sais pas

You know how beautiful it becomes right after a heavy rain or thunderstorm? That picturesque scene and feeling decribes my day today. 

Totally blessed. Full of grace. Everything becoming clear. Life can begin again. Maybe even better off and quenched of thirst. 

God is so good. If you seek him in everything, you may hurt and not think you can survive, but it is irrelevant, because he provides and cares for all our needs in the end. 

I feel bad, this morning Elvira was supposed to leave at 6 to pick up the group in Paris.. Only their plane got rerouted and Faith and I were not aware of this. So I mean Faith got up and took a "shower" (in the tub spray thing). Then I did. With a lot of loud music because there is no other way to take a shower. Just jammin out. Then we were both talkative and just dumb silly this morning (which never happens). I start to open the door and I see Elvira's keys in the lock and oh I wish I could've seen my face. I tip toe back to our room and conveyed the message to Faith who manifested a similar look of utter shock. Aha. Oops. 

The sun was out today = Claira est heureuse. 

It was also John's birthday today (oh john) so Brett and Robin baked up a ton of cookies and shared them with our class and faculty. On top of that, they bought him plenty of groceries for the next month to help him through. I cannot convey how blessed I am to have them here. They have such kind and courageous hearts. I'm convinced they will heal the lost and sad souls over here one person at a time. They have plenty of determination for it. 

I bought some new music (Sia- Chandelier/Elastic Heart and Fall out Boy- Sugar We're Going Down:tres bien). I've listened to the same stuff everyday on the hour and a half commute for the past three months. So that makes my life a lot better in itself. Even if it's three songs. It's like a surprise treat when they turn on in my shuffle. 

I love walking up to my third floor apartment around dinner time because every floor holds a new smell of French cuisine. It makes me feel closer to these neighbors I have never met somehow. 

I bought some flowers that were on sale for said apartment. 

Je suis finis.